Dealing with resentment towards others

I resent there arent more muscular women, i resent the ones that do ignore me, and i resent the guys that do get them. Like even reading here i think “i hate you lucky fucks”. I think i rage in general at the universe and how unfair and shitty it all seems in general, not just about muscular women but everything. I dont want to be. I try to let it go and not feel this way but it feels impossible to. I have tried therapy, cbt, meditation etc. does anyone here have any ideas how to deal with it? Because i want to not be or feel this way but its hard nott o when you read guys bragging about the women they have been with when id be happy with just one

You've already made several other threads as part of your ongoing series of seeking therapy from female muscle fetishists/enthusiasts.

One thread is enough, and even that's questionable since we are not licensed professionals in mental health.